Monday, October 26, 2015

If my heart were a house

If my heart were a home
 it would be broken
Wrenched in half 
like a doll house
It's Dysfunctionality 
displayed for all to see

One room is daddy issues
One is mommy issues
One is step dad issues
The other is girlfriend after girlfriend issues
There are school issues
And growing up issues
And I never signed up for this issues
There are abandonment issues

And there is an attic full of hope
With a window so big you could leap out of it
Or stare out all night 
and feel like a part of the night sky 
There are holes in the roof that insure this
And a constant melody of crickets 
And old rock music 
I'd like to say the moon and stars 
are in this attic
But that depends on whether or not 
you believe

And all the boards seem to be
 a worn out grey
And the roof still bears some black shingles 
Almost as if it had been nearly burnt down 
Some years ago
And who's to say it didn't 

when all seems well
It is because it's been closed up
You can still see in through the windows
Just enough
To catch a whiff of the dysfunction 
To know to steer clear 
To not undo the latch
Because it doesn't stay closed well without it 

But the gaping window in the attic
Still seems to draw some in

the warning on the box says

Do not get invested in this heart
Please keep away from small children 
And the light of heart

Take care when closing If you close it while your appendages or feelings are inside
It Can inflict pain pinched skin bruising 
and heart break
Hearts that are broken 
while this product is in use 
are not under warranty 
and users will not be compensated

do not feed this product chocolate
If product is fed chocolate 
The warranty will no longer be valid
no returns will be taken
And refunds will be minimal at best

On occasion poetry will spill out of it
do not read the poetry
please treat them like soliciting phone calls
Because if you give it hope
The calls will never end

Please do not give it poetry in return
Because No refunds or returns 
Can save you
Past that point



1 comment:

  1. I loved the way you started talking about your heart as a house and then evolved it more into you as a person/product. I don't know, I just think this was clever. Very clever and interesting, it made my heart ache, I'm not sure if that was supposed to be a good thing or not, but it did.

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